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I Am Alone

by Outdone

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1.
I'm tired of holding all this shit inside my head Been holding on so long I'm fucking done Biting down so hard my tongue is numb And I can't stop the blood Watch me spill my guts Trying to put all of these thoughts On to a fucking piece of paper I'll burn my testament holding on to all these piece of shit excuses I call friends With what's little, what's left, of my backbone Rest in pieces to my dignity I've lost all self respect.
2.
Downward 03:04
Friends gone, loves lost But still time marches on If you can't move forward you'll be left in the past Its like you are just a grain of the sand In the hour glass you can't turn back The hour glass won't turn back I've made mistakes and stayed awake 40 hours straight Writing down all the words that describe my pain Give me a minute To get this out of my head I'm looking forward, I'm moving forward But living like I'm dead Sit and stare at the page Where my thoughts all bleed onto I stare at my grave I don't understand the reason I don't understand my strife I don't understand the passing of time I don't understand my life
3.
Cold Air 02:42
I just keep running away From things that are too hard for me to face Does that make me the coward that I hate? I can't run fast enough, far enough away from this place I keep running away from the things I can't face I can't think I can't handle this man I'd rather step out in the night And run as fast as I can Until the air freezes over the lungs in my chest Until the pain that I'm feeling is out of my head Run.
4.
Drift 02:01
"How many times a day do you drift away?" I'm lost in the sky My heads not right I tell pretty lies I'm lost in my mind My love is blind I see through dead eyes
5.
ED/BT 02:51
Endless dreams of broken teeth I am my own worst enemy Its not in you, its within me Endless dreams of broken teeth Find me a reason to love this skin To not hate the man that I know I am If I try and I fail, please just look away Look away from the failure I'm becoming All I need is room to breathe All I need is out of reach Just one night of peaceful sleep Endless dreams of broken teeth.
6.
A Long Life 03:13
The same old fucking place again The better days have come and left Is this the bottom of the glass? Am I just growing up too fast? When will I catch my breath? They said that I would turn out just fine But I just can't help myself to think Has this all been just a waste of time? Long live the days when I would open up my eyes and not be greeted by empty space Long live the man who won't let go of empty promises Long live the pain And so death looks to me and says "What are you here for kid? There's nothing left." I feel myself forgotten But I'm still holding on To everything that I have lost And I can feel the bones shake beneath my skin The sands of time surround me and pull me in Drowning on my memories All I have are memories All I have is a memory of this Alone Where did all my loved ones go? Where am I now? I am alone.

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Recorded and mixed by the one and only Dread Master Heath

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released May 13, 2015

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